Name: serotonin
Duration: P00H03M24S
Description: A song I wrote about feeling empty and leaning on vices.

serotonin

from memoir (the voice memos) by Maddi Sullivan

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A song I wrote about feeling empty and leaning on vices.

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I spilled three drinks tonight
but I told you I'm fine
there's just an aching you don't see behind my eyes
I thought I'd call you up
I know I should be tough
there's just this part of me that still thinks I miss you

and so I drink a little,
smoke a little,
and laugh a little more
until I cry a little,
lie a little,
til I know what I'm living for
restoration is making its voyage to me
and I know I will see it soon

I'm on my strongest shit,
getting through the thick of it
you know I'll do anything for serotonin

and so I drink a little,
smoke a little,
and laugh a little more
until I cry a little,
lie a little,
til I know what I'm living for
restoration is making its voyage to me
and I know I will see it soon

look at me drunk on the floor in the club
dancing all this darkness away
I don't know how much more I can take
I'm a walking, crying disaster
navigating a quiet and strange life "after"
tell me this sadness isn't here to stay

I fell so hard and quick
I'll make my peace with it
there's nowhere else to go
but straight ahead

but for now I drink a little,
smoke a little,
and laugh a little more
until I cry a little,
lie a little,
til I know what I'm living for
restoration is making its voyage to me
and I know I will see it soon

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from memoir (the voice memos), released February 24, 2023

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